Thursday, April 11, 2019

CREATE OR RECREATE

Everyone is born with a talent

You just haven't realised your true talent in you.

Some people think that whatever they thought is there talent.

Some people says, they got no talent and give up on their true talent.

Some people recreates their talent.

Some people turns their loveable things into talents.

That is nothing but my personal experience. What I have seen, what I been through in my life, what I have done and what I will do.

Talent is not just given by born even, it's something that we bring in ourselves and create it.

My story of life,

I wasn't a singer from beginning

When I started singing for the first time for myself I felt that singing was healing my brain, my heart, my soul...

That was the best experience I ever had.

I couldn't sing a song properly but, singing was removing my stress, giving me positive jams..

I worked on myself and improved myself, started noticing every single thing about music and artist's vocal notes and rythms. In this way of improving myself, I totally forgot who I was. Why I started singing. I stopped loving myself for small reasons, I was supposed to heal myself but it turning into killing my own self and replacing it someone else who was not me.

Then, I stopped singing and tried to skip singing as much as possible times I can but, this decision was not easy for me.

After all meditations and other practices I finally retrieved myself from it.

Everything was running so normal with no music in my life. I was as normal person as you were. Busy in my own things, college works, hanging out with friends and living the moment.

I felt that, this is it. This is how a life should be but, was that really me? This is what I really seeked for?

One day, my bestfriend, who got detained from my college joins back my college.

He introduced me to BTS new music album, WINGS, I was like, "no vamshi, I'm not into this now" he insisted me to listen it for once and I listened it. This was the moment, you won't believe but I was jamming their song, I listened to it for 5 times and started singing again.
There song lyircs were so deep, that it touched me. When I was singing again, I got that same feeling of healing myself.

I become the true army from then, I started jamming to them daily. After few months of being army I got see their comeback with "LOVE YOURSELF" album.

This album thought me that, it is better to be yourself, you are perfectionist in your own way. Don't ever try to wear a mask of someone else. Be yourself, love yourself.

Now, you see a better person of me.
Once again, I want to thank BTS for everything they do for their Army.

Tomorrow, 12/04/2019, BTS is coming back with their new ALBUM with 4 Versions.ni super hyped for it to come!!

Believe in yourself
And love yourself.

Thursday, April 4, 2019

This is what I seek for..

THIS IS WHAT I SEEK FOR...

Hi, The reason behind writing this blog is to express myself about what I seek and also to thank my current fan family that I have.

Everyone is gifted with a beautiful family by god in the universe. But, thats just not the only family we have? We travel around the world exploring it's beauty and meanwhile we create our own family from strangers we meet in our life.

Now-a-days, in the digital life, we make and maintain a family online on social networks. I have a fan family which I love the most on Instagram.

Now, let me take you into my world and show you the blue-print of my plans.

A fan family is one, whom you can't meet but, we pray for each other everyday for betterment, we respect each other, be with each other in hard times. The words won't end on this relation.

My Seek: In future, if I become a successful idol, my fan family, which I do have right now, the count maybe high or low, will always love me the way I am and who I am and it will Never change with time. I may not be knowing almost all of my family members names but they will remember and they will make me get remembered to their childs.

This is the day I will feel accomplished.

I will pour all my hard work, my pain and my time to get what I seek for. I wish you guys be with me forever. I love you my small fan family.

From Ankith singhmar.